hi nali
I'm sorry for not explaining why I took your ring that have a previous story. on it, the fact is that how you saw the ring made me see all the feelings that were behind the ring and for that reason i took it.
the fact is that i took it as a punishment to myself. yup sounds masochist but the fact is not to hurt me but to remember all those stuffs that get lost during time in a relationship. i took it because i never took care of the flower of my hear, you.
thats why it got dried due my miss attention to it.
object like this are the one scars that keeps me in areality that i'm sharing with someone precious.
once again i'll be always sorry
believe me so...
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
there is so much i wanted to share with you...
was hard to carry my stuffs the whole road. but was harder to say good bye. i love you in a way that i still can understand, it change and went back to the beginning but there is something more that i was unable to handle properly.
think in all the plans and all the life i want to expend with you 2 makes me feel empty, done and for minutes, dead. but now life goes on and i feel that is an insult to everyone including me that i wont learn of it and move on.
gracias por estar en mi vida.
think in all the plans and all the life i want to expend with you 2 makes me feel empty, done and for minutes, dead. but now life goes on and i feel that is an insult to everyone including me that i wont learn of it and move on.
gracias por estar en mi vida.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
no more uncesesary luggage
Hi,
i still torture me a bit by the situation of what I've done in your apartment, your life and so many other stuffs. But the truth is that now I don't feel guilty anymore for that. Not for been cynic or act as an ass i should feel like acting like that. The fact is that I feel that i'm leaving with all those pictures of my mistakes like slaps in the face, just the sensation but with actual real damage and with a shameful. feeling that only makes me wiser.
I don't deserve your forgiveness, pity or care. Because there is nothing I can learn from it.
The fact is that i should finally disappear of your life from now on. Grateful of what you have done and with the promise of one day do something good for you as you did for me.
The only thing I can do for you now is to fix my material mistakes that I have done now. And retreat of your life until you want to accept me there. Is painful but is like things have to be done for the moment. we are both lines that can't be crossed in the long road of life and for that reason we have to do the best for our own life.
I dont feel anymore that have that aura that brings miss fortune to the world or the people around me. I feel strong now, yet not as much as I would like to but enough to clean my soul and to move on, start to learn how to listen and to pay attention to the world around me.
For seconds i feel sad because of an old dream. But yet, for the sake of that same dream I woke up and can proudly say that even in the darkest of the night I have myself and I'm not alone in any term reason I can become stronger day by day.
Te quiero natalie, eres el sueño roto que abrio la herida envenenada de mi alma.
i still torture me a bit by the situation of what I've done in your apartment, your life and so many other stuffs. But the truth is that now I don't feel guilty anymore for that. Not for been cynic or act as an ass i should feel like acting like that. The fact is that I feel that i'm leaving with all those pictures of my mistakes like slaps in the face, just the sensation but with actual real damage and with a shameful. feeling that only makes me wiser.
I don't deserve your forgiveness, pity or care. Because there is nothing I can learn from it.
The fact is that i should finally disappear of your life from now on. Grateful of what you have done and with the promise of one day do something good for you as you did for me.
The only thing I can do for you now is to fix my material mistakes that I have done now. And retreat of your life until you want to accept me there. Is painful but is like things have to be done for the moment. we are both lines that can't be crossed in the long road of life and for that reason we have to do the best for our own life.
I dont feel anymore that have that aura that brings miss fortune to the world or the people around me. I feel strong now, yet not as much as I would like to but enough to clean my soul and to move on, start to learn how to listen and to pay attention to the world around me.
For seconds i feel sad because of an old dream. But yet, for the sake of that same dream I woke up and can proudly say that even in the darkest of the night I have myself and I'm not alone in any term reason I can become stronger day by day.
Te quiero natalie, eres el sueño roto que abrio la herida envenenada de mi alma.
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